Lost

I stand at the cross.

Everything I had, everything I believed in, everything that was true, everything that was good, is gone.

My God, my God is dead.

There is nothing.

This is the beginning of my faith.

I lost my job, I ran out of money, my family have died or abandoned me.

There is nothing.

This is the beginning of my faith.

There is no light in the darkness. There is no silver lining in the clouds. There is no hope.

There is nothing.

This is the beginning of my faith.

My faith isn’t made in the good times. It is when everything I care about is on fire that I can see a path out of the darkness.

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